This past weekend was fun but disappointing at the same time…
I had a great time with the fam but there was no Eliott. I went to Georgetown and walked past his place…depressing….I texted him and got no response….even more depressing. Idk nothing was the same…Georgetown was lame and Pinkberry didn’t even taste the same without my tasting partner. And to top it all off who calls this weekend at 4 am Sunday morning but Erik. That phone call was everything I wanted to hear but months too late. He was going on and on about how he misses me and how he knows he messed and what can he do to win me back. I didn’t have an answer for him on that one because I’m not sure it possible to get me back. Everyone is telling me to give him a chance…maybe he has realized the error of his ways and has changed b.ut now my mind is stuck elsewhere….on Eliott. It’s so ironic…like a revolving door…one boy out and another in. Never the boy that I want in. I swear every guy I don’t want to hear from I hear from and the right one never.
Man I feel like I really messed this one up for myself. I wish I had a time machine so I could go back and change everything but all i can do is pray that God will bring to me all the things I want and need. All I want is to hear from Eliott soon and to hangout with him.
Wish I could have seen the eclipse but with clouds that was a no go…plus I wished he had answered me and we could have tried to see it together
(Source: abduccion)
